Well I will be back to writing blogs again, but it won’t be here. I’ll be posting at multiply my ramblings, and stories of misadventures in life. So if you wanna check me out. Go check my multiply at http://jeromearthur.multiply.com/ See you there!
Well hello~! hello~! I don’t know if someone gives a damn about my blogs, but hey~ I thought of give blogging a chance again. Or should I say I’m just plain bored, that’s why I thought of coming back? Well whatever the reason, time to get ready for a new ride of stories here in My Corner of Solemnity~ I’m gonna start about right now in my next post!
I guess you guys know that I stopped using this blog for a long while! And will now tell you guys that I won’t use this blog anymore because well… I’m not in to it, you dig? I have stories in my mind and thoughts that I want to write but, I like it being a big ol’ secret. And I just don’t want to remember a lot of stuff okay? So there ya go! consider this place locked! Until I feel like writing again! Well see ya guys!
Well as everyone was expecting. It
was going to be a boring day again in school. Since it was just the start of
the weekdays. I still had that lazy bug in my body. So yeah, I didn’t move
much. The day started out normally. A little flag ceremony there. RHGP time
talked about the discussion of the parents in the Saturday meeting. Science
time just taught as more ways to know how boring life is. Recess ate food and
did stuff with my friends. As everyone was expecting. All was fine… But that
was just the beginning of the day…
LE time came. As everyone was
thinking it was boring and crappy until… We smelled something burning… It
was a scent of burning rubber… We didn’t react much since we thought it was
just something normal. When a commotion suddenly happened… All my classmates
were staring at the ceiling… This made me stare too… I saw burning rubber
from the ceiling fan. This alerted me a lot… since I am UNDER it! Well I’m
actually 1 cell away from being under it… But no matter I was still UNDER it!
I quickly pulled away my classmate which was supposed to be squished by the
ceiling fan. And I also quickly pushed away the chairs and bags so that if ever
fire did spread… It won’t do things fast. But Thank god nothing bad happened.
Nobody got hurt. Nobody died. The school is still intact. ALL IS WELL! After
the incident. Me and my classmate exchanged sits. Since I was kind of seeing
sparks in the hole of the supposed to be where the ceiling fan is. So I thought
that he should sit at my seat for awhile he he… And after that I thought the
day would be fine again… NAH!
Dismissal came and I escorted my
friend (new girl) to her home he he. I just wanted to have a little bit of
chit-chat with her since I don’t know her much. And since whenever we are in
the classroom it’s either her voice is to low or our classmates are teasing us.
So escorting her was a good way to socialize with her. Though take note… I
don’t want any relationship with her I just want to be good friends with
people. Especially with women so that I’ll learn to understand they’re ways of
life. And besides… I’m already devoted to this one girl… That thank god
also likes me! I waited for her for 2 or was that 3 years and finally won! Yet…
I have to wait for another 3 years… Since we’ll have our relationship at some
College university. he he… Anyways… After escorting the girl. I went back
to school to find a friend to go home with. And I did get someone. A past
classmate. Though I didn’t expect to have a She with me again… And we were kind
of in a cold relationship… As you guys know I suck at talking with women when
I was still in 1st year… and semi in 2nd year… this 3rd year I’m doing my
best to be a people person… And so yeah I bonded with this girl and had a
fine chit-chat with her. All went well he he.
So pretty much my Monday was pretty
SWEET! HAHA! Well thanks for reading ya all!
Well My first day was quite fine… Though I was kinda empty for a first day… I have no problems with my classmates because I know someday I will get used to them… But for some reason I feel… Quiet… Bored… Nothing… For a first day it wasn’t so fun… Yet yeah I was happy seeing old friends and having a bit of good laughs. But I think I didn’t use the day quite right… since as I said it was kinda empty…
Oh well… On another topic I feel that nothing good will happen to the section… I don’t see much good leaders in the room… Alot of bad boys in the scene… and Alot of quiet and non energetic people… So pretty much I think it doesn’t have a future… But we’ll see… Besides I’m only a pessimistic person so this won’t help you much.
And on another topic! Senior’s Night won the debate!!! NO JS PROM!!! WOOO!!! That’s just f**kin BS… and the even more stupid part not one Junior Student stood to fight for the Juniors… We won with just one senior girl saying it should be Senior’s night… And poof we lost… And this is another reason why I think there’s no future for "OUR" generation… I’m so pessimistic right now… Oh well…
Man I’m just surprised of the day… I never thought this would happen… Anyways I guess I’ll tell you my day now. Well I woke up at 2:30pm I was planning to sleep more but my dog was just too noisy! So I woke up and patted my dog to calm him down. While patting him I noticed that there was a brownout. Sine I had a fear for the dark I quickly went down and got my weights and guitar at the living room. For 30 minutes I sang and exercised. I noticed that it was more darker in the living room than my room. So I went back to my room. With nothing to do but play Snake at my cellphone and talk to friends. I felt desperate. I needed the computer…
Later on my mom came and brought some food. She came from her office. after feeding me she left. Again I was alone in the house with nothing to do… I thought of going to a nearby cafe so I changed clothes and went on my way to the nearby cafe. But alas! It was closed… So I went back home. I played the guitar again, exercised with my weights, and talk with my friends via cellphone. My cellphone lost battery now I really got nothing to do now… And so I was forced to go to Cubao. Changed to good clothes and I was off. I went to farmers and played to a cafe there. I tried to open my Ragnarok account but I seem to have forgotten my pass so I let it be. Then I thought of playing Freestyle. So I just played for the first hours… Later on I extended and these next hours I used it to go to the Oasis. As usual I posted but later on 2 men seated beside me one on the left and on on the right. I felt weird with these two guys… But I just posted letting my Guard down… While I was at the Admin CP. I felt the guy on the right’s hand near my cellphone pocket I moved it away! He got shocked and so was I! I trembled in fear within me but quickly looked tough instead. I closed to of my fist and looked at the 2 men. the one on the right quickly left. while the one on the left still looked at me for few minutes… Then left. After that I quickly said to the Cafe owner that I was done and ran back home.
Those guys scared me! And after that incident happened I quickly thanked god for guarding me! because I didn’t guard my cell… I just felt it when it was almost stolen. Man I thought my cell was gone for good. I guess this year is one hell of a good year! and I thank god for giving me such a wonderful year! I’m still trembling in fear though… I think I’ll rarely go to cafe’s now XD
GAH!!! @$&# Sarap magmura ngayon pero hindi pwede!!! AAAAAAAAH GFNMUKBJ! Pasensiya na pero umpisang pagkagising ko ngayon wala akong iniisip kundi pumatay ng tao at iparamdam sa mundo ang galit na nadarama ko!!! Hindi ko maalala pero sa tingin ko dahil sa panaginip ko ito kaya ako ay nagkakaganito. Wala na akong maintindihan! Gusto ko na maglaho sa mundong ito!!! pero bago ako maglaho dapat maraming sumama sa aking paghihirap! GAH!!! NGEFLJK ! Inis na inis na ako!!! at ngayong araw nadagdaggan pa dahil sa isang tao! GRAH!!! Lahat ng sumpa sa mundo ibinabato ko sa kanya!!!
Ano ba tong mga nasulat ko… Dahil lamang sa pesteng panaginip… Lumabas na ang lahat ng dumi sa katawan ko… Nagplaplano na nga ako pumatay e… Hindi ko maintindihan… Kahapon nasa maayos akong kalagayan pagkagising may utak na ako ng Mamamatay tao… Nangangailangan nga ata talaga ako ng tulong… Kailangan ko uli magisip ng malalim… Ilayo ang sarili ko sa mundo… Ilayo ang sarili ko sa mga kaibigan… Anong bang pinagsasabi ko ayos lang ako! Kailangan ko lang maglabas ng galit… Pero paano? Ang pagsisigaw ko kanina nakatulong yun… at pagsulat ng kung ano ano… nakatulong din…
Pero kahit na!!! Gusto ko maramdaman ng lahat ang nadarama ko! Ang paghihirap ko! Pagdating ng araw makikita mo ako! Makikita mo ang aking paghihirap! Madarama mo rin ito! Habang andito ako’t buhay! Ipadarama ko sayo ang lahat ng paghihirap ko!
~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~
BALIW XD LOL parang tanga lang ako ha lol… pero… oo malungkot nga ako ngayon at puno ng galit… Nagsulat lang ako dahil gusto ko maramdaman ng lahat ang galit ko at lungkot pero parang malabo ang pagkasulat ko…
Well I got some time to write… The color thing ain’t working… crap… Oh well black is a good color right? Bah Nevermind… I just had some time to write and so… yeah… Let’s see… The past post was all… yucky… but nevermind that… I just remembered! I’m not kicked-out anymore!!! I know it’s a late post but I just wanted to tell that…The guy in the OSA said that we just had to pay 500 pesos (each of us) and write a Reconsideration letter for the Principal and poof. We’ll be free!!! Yay for us!
Ok that was… Short work ain’t it? Let’s make it long… Oh yeah about he LAST DAY!!! No this is not one of those mushy stories… Well on the Last day… I got a hug from a friend… I know I lied! It’s a first hug that I got… and umm the feeling was weird haha! It was warm and stuff… I actually liked it! Crazy I know… I never gave hugs even to my first ahem… Stolen first hug LOL!!! Weird… Now what can I talk about now… I’m losing Ideas… I’m trying to stop mushy stories for now because I might kill myself if I think about it too much… But who am I kidding I need to talk about it… Well I’m currently thinking of her reaction at what I just said to her and… The Speechless thing and the Smile thing… It didn’t make me happy… especially the leaving part… But what did a guy like me should expect? Here an I Love you back? hahahahaha that’s just stupid… But I did wish there was an answer back like… "Sorry but umm I kinda don’t like you so go away." Even though it hurts atleast there’s an answer back… Life is crazy…
OOH It’s April FOOLS day… Damn I hate this day I always get picked on at this days… Oh well no choice but to see what happens for my day… I know the things written here are all messed up but umm just try to understand it. ok? Kthxbai!
The Last Day of School… And this is were we will be Scrambled again… I hate it when that happens… I love II - St. Barbara… It raised my confidence to places that I never thought it would reach! I learned how valuable friends are! I learned to have emotions! I learned to socialize with specifically girls. I learned so many things in this section… And in this section I met someone that I can give my life for… Even though I know… I’ll never be with her… Ever…
She already knows my feelings… Thank God that I had that courage to tell her how I love her… And of course I thank my friends that raise confidence too… If it weren’t for them I might still be here thinking about it… Wanna know how I said it? very well then… Dismissal was given! And so my classmates gave goodbye’s to each other I didn’t think of saying it to her since I had no guts… then I saw her leaving… I called her… She looked back at me and said "Thank you" I didn’t get that but yeah she said thank you… Then I said that I don’t have a crush on her. She answered back "I know! Who said that you had a crush on me anyway?" I said "Wait… I’m not done yet…I don’t have a crush on you because… I Love you…" And she was speechless… and Left… Not Romantic I know… Well My Goal wasn’t to get loved back My goal was to tell her my true feelings… and that’s enough for me ^^
I think some people here are confused…
Crush = An Idol
Love = you get me someone you’ll give your life for blah
Just fixed that up hehe… And to tell you the truth… I’m this stupid to still love her until now… Next School Year I’ll still Love her… and the next year after that… or should I say until I die? I guess I should say that because I’m THAT stupid >_< First love? well not really but /swt I really should not grow up fast or I’ll regret it… I just remembered some story…
A Teacher was at the Flower Grounds with her Student. The Student asked the teacher "When will I find My Soul Mate?" The Teacher answered "Go find me the most perfect flower here at the Flower Grounds then give it to me…" The Studen’t didn’t get it but just did it… An Hour later… The Student came back but with no Flower. "Where’s the flower?" The teacher asked. "I couldn’t find a perfect one… I saw this good one but I thought there’ll be a better one and then I saw another one but I thought there’ll be a better one until I ended up finding nothing…" Answered the Student. "And that’s the answer to your first question… You’ll think this one is your soul mate but actually there’s a better one and a better one and a better one… it goes on and on until you find no one…"
I believe in that story but I’ll still stick to this one…
~o~o~o~o~o~o~
So much to tell >_< But I’m tired DX Next time ko na lang sabihin… gawa lng ng keywords
hug, kiss, err o.o Vacation? blah maaalala ko rin kung ano isusulat ko DX and oh yeah the hindi na ako kick out thing XD
Pasensya na pero naguguluhan ako ngayon. dahil marami akong dapat sabihin sa inyo. Unang una ay ano ba yaong nangyari at nagpapaalam ako? May mga nasabi akong blackboard, lilipat ng skwela, Ano ba ibig sabihin nun? Ano ba nangyari?
Part 1!
Kaya andito ito para masabi ko yung parteng yon… Umpisa muna tayo sa nakaraang Taon… Nung nakaraang taon kasi napagtripan ng kaklase ko na suntukin yung board lumubog lng siya pero hindi nabutas pero dahil sa akin at sa isa ko pang kaklase… nabutas to ng tuluyan pinaglaruan e… ngayong patapos na ang taon… narinig namin kung magkano yung kapalit ng kalokohan namin… isang maliit na butas ay naghahalaga ng WALONG DAAN!!! isang sobrang napakaliit na butas WALONG DAAN!!! Nagulat kami sa aming narinig. Kaya napagplanuhan namin na wasakin ng tuluyan yung board… mamayang uwian nagumpisa na kami… Siniko ko yung board at kung ano sinipa ng kaklase ko at sinuntok ng iba ko pang kaklase… duguan ang aming mga kamay… Maya maya nahuli kami ng isang guro… at pinunta kami sa OSA(Office of Student Affairs) at yan… nalaman namin na isa pala itong napakalubhang Problema… Destruction of School Property = MAJOR OFFENCE!!! at dahil sa hindi namin pagsunod… binigyan kami ng parusang… Kick Out… At kaya po ako nagpapaalam dahil doon…
Part 2!
Ngayon sa pangalawa… Walong taon na akong nag-aaral sa eskwelahan na iyon… Pinaghalong Saya at Pagdurusa ang aking nadama sa eskwelahan na iyon… pero ngayon lang ako natuto… magkaroon ng puso… Noon ang habol ko lang sa eskwela ay pumasok at mag-aral. Ngayon ay Makipagkaibigan ng totoo at Maintindihan ang Emosyon ng aking mga kaibigan… Hindi na naging bato ang puso ko na walang pake kung masaktan at walang pake sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin… Natuto na ako magmahal ng totoo at tumanggap ng sakit at lahat… Naging… Tao ako… Hindi na tulad ng isang robot na walang pake sa mundo… Isang tao na… na may Emosyon at buhay!
Ngunit… ng tingnan ko itong mga huling araw… Ako’y napaisip at napatingin… makikick out na ako at lilipat na ako ng school pero… para bang wala silang pake? para bang ok mawala ka ayos lang… Ngayon ko lng naintindihan to… na masakit pala ang hindi napapansin… Parang ayoko na pumasok sa eskwelahan nung maisip ko ito… Para bang gusto ko na rin yakapin ang Talim ng kutsilyo! Parang… Ayoko na… Mabuhay… Kaya minsan naisip ko sana nga malipat ako ng school… sana naman may masaktan sa pag alis ko… sana naman makita niya naman ako… Sana nga pero… Sino ba naman masasaktan sa pagkawala ko? wala naman din ako nagawa masyado sa buhay nila? naging lapastangan nga akong kaibigan kung iisipin e diba? Kaya sa tingin ko kung mamatay nga ako walang iiyak! imbis na umiyak sila’y maghahanda ng pyesta!!! sa araw ng pagkawala ko! Sila’y magagalak! pero diba yaon naman ang gusto ko maging masaya sila sa aking pagkawala?
Ayoko na… Hindi ko na kaya… Kailangan ko uli magtago sa loob ng bato para hindi na ako masaktan pa… Wala akong kwenta… Pero… Sa tingin ko Kapalaran ko lang talaga ito… Kung ganoon… Bahala na ang Diyos sa akin…
