Without You…
Well it was the semis of balagtasan today…all was great but I felt bad about my inspiration…I got hurt real bad when I knew about something you don’t wanna mess with… well I thought of not thinking about her and did the balagtasan without any inspiration or burning passion within me I just did it…
To my thanks we did win…but I was more useless than the last time… My teacher shoved in front of my face that I sucked bad and this must be fixed before we go to the finals… and I thought maybe I really do need her… but… I have no such chance she doesn’t even know I like her!!! for you see I’m the silent one…I’m not the aggresive type I either wait for the right time or never talk at all…
God I need her… but if she doesn’t like me… ok I’ll accept it who would like me anyway? (ahem~) umm as I daid I’ll accept it for what is best for her is also best for me ^_^ but I don’t realy need her hand I just need her friendship…because without her I’m…done…
you know what this thing looks short this is one of my problems I always write short!!! I realy should emphasize my writing skills because if I live life like this forever nothing gonna happen good for me!!!! umm what topic errr….bah I just need her…but again let’s point out the negative side
1.I don’ have the look
2.I don’t have the personality
3.and for god sake I don’t even have the money
4.I suck
5.umm I don’t wanna continue anymore because I’ll just hate myself…
how about the positive sides…
1.I can give her true love which is not a thing of girls this days -_-
well I guess that is all is it longer now?
August 30th, 2005 at 11:44 pm
ok…writing short,nothing wrong with that…really. ^_^ starting small,can make large wonders.don’t emphasize too much,because too much exaggeration can be harsh to the writer’s work.
Second,”her”,don’t be too negative about yourself.don’t be too judgemental about your
looks…personality,it can change,but in a hard process. Here’s what you to her..SMILE…just smile.
Thirdly,don’t panic…just think you’ll find “her” someday…
September 2nd, 2005 at 10:59 pm
Wait, isn’t ’she’ nikki? o.O what happened to you two? O_o
Anyway, Congrats on ‘balagtasan’ !
Think Positive XD
September 10th, 2005 at 8:26 pm
[quote]which is not a thing of girls this days -_- [quote]
thats something i dont agree about..~
since my class is 90% girls, i get to see what they feel and what they look for in a person..so i think it your statement isnt true…
teh thing is…
will you be able to prove that?~
^^;