My Corner of Solemnity

        The Last Day of School… And this is were we will be Scrambled again… I hate it when that happens… I love II - St. Barbara… It raised my confidence to places that I never thought it would reach! I learned how valuable friends are! I learned to have emotions! I learned to socialize with specifically girls. I learned so many things in this section… And in this section I met someone that I can give my life for… Even though I know… I’ll never be with her… Ever…

        She already knows my feelings… Thank God that I had that courage to tell her how I love her… And of course I thank my friends that raise confidence too… If it weren’t for them I might still be here thinking about it… Wanna know how I said it? very well then… Dismissal was given! And so my classmates gave goodbye’s to each other I didn’t think of saying it to her since I had no guts… then I saw her leaving… I called her… She looked back at me and said "Thank you" I didn’t get that but yeah she said thank you… Then I said that I don’t have a crush on her. She answered back "I know! Who said that you had a crush on me anyway?" I said "Wait… I’m not done yet…I don’t have a crush on you because… I Love you…" And she was speechless… and Left… Not Romantic I know… Well My Goal wasn’t to get loved back My goal was to tell her my true feelings… and that’s enough for me ^^

I think some people here are confused…

Crush = An Idol
Love = you get me someone you’ll give your life for blah

        Just fixed that up hehe… And to tell you the truth… I’m this stupid to still love her until now… Next School Year I’ll still Love her… and the next year after that… or should I say until I die? I guess I should say that because I’m THAT stupid >_< First love?  well not really but /swt I really should not grow up fast or I’ll regret it… I just remembered some story…

        A Teacher was at the Flower Grounds with her Student. The Student asked the teacher "When will I find My Soul Mate?" The Teacher answered "Go find me the most perfect flower here at the Flower Grounds then give it to me…" The Studen’t didn’t get it but just did it… An Hour later… The Student came back but with no Flower. "Where’s the flower?" The teacher asked. "I couldn’t find a perfect one… I saw this good one but I thought there’ll be a better one and then I saw another one but I thought there’ll be a better one until I ended up finding nothing…" Answered the Student. "And that’s the answer to your first question… You’ll think this one is your soul mate but actually there’s a better one and a better one and a better one… it goes on and on until you find no one…"

        I believe in that story but I’ll still stick to this one…

~o~o~o~o~o~o~

So much to tell >_< But I’m tired DX Next time ko na lang sabihin… gawa lng ng keywords

hug, kiss, err o.o Vacation? blah maaalala ko rin kung ano isusulat ko DX and oh yeah the hindi na ako kick out thing XD

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