Archive for May, 2006

Story of the Day!!!

Saturday, May 13th, 2006

      

Man I’m just surprised of the day… I never thought this would happen… Anyways I guess I’ll tell you my day now. Well I woke up at 2:30pm I was planning to sleep more but my dog was just too noisy! So I woke up and patted my dog to calm him down. While patting him I noticed that there was a brownout. Sine I had a fear for the dark I quickly went down and got my weights and guitar at the living room. For 30 minutes I sang and exercised. I noticed that it was more darker in the living room than my room. So I went back to my room. With nothing to do but play Snake at my cellphone and talk to friends. I felt desperate. I needed the computer…

        Later on my mom came and brought some food. She came from her office. after feeding me she left. Again I was alone in the house with nothing to do… I thought of going to a nearby cafe so I changed clothes and went on my way to the nearby cafe. But alas! It was closed… So I went back home. I played the guitar again, exercised with my weights, and talk with my friends via cellphone. My cellphone lost battery now I really got nothing to do now… And so I was forced to go to Cubao. Changed to good clothes and I was off. I went to farmers and played to a cafe there. I tried to open my Ragnarok account but I seem to have forgotten my pass so I let it be. Then I thought of playing Freestyle. So I just played for the first hours… Later on I extended and these next hours I used it to go to the Oasis. As usual I posted  but later on 2 men seated beside me one on the left and on on the right. I felt weird with these two guys… But I just posted letting my Guard down… While I was at the Admin CP. I felt the guy on the right’s hand near my cellphone pocket I moved it away! He got shocked and so was I! I trembled in fear within me but quickly looked tough instead. I closed to of my fist and looked at the 2 men. the one on the right quickly left. while the one on the left still looked at me for few minutes… Then left. After that I quickly said to the Cafe owner that I was done and ran back home.

        Those guys scared me! And after that incident happened I quickly thanked god for guarding me! because I didn’t guard my cell… I just felt it when it was almost stolen. Man I thought my cell was gone for good. I guess this year is one hell of a good year! and I thank god for giving me such a wonderful year! I’m still trembling in fear though… I think I’ll rarely go to cafe’s now XD

GAH!!!!

Thursday, May 4th, 2006

        GAH!!! @$&# Sarap magmura ngayon pero hindi pwede!!! AAAAAAAAH GFNMUKBJ! Pasensiya na pero umpisang pagkagising ko ngayon wala akong iniisip kundi pumatay ng tao at iparamdam sa mundo ang galit na nadarama ko!!! Hindi ko maalala pero sa tingin ko dahil sa panaginip ko ito kaya ako ay nagkakaganito. Wala na akong maintindihan! Gusto ko na maglaho sa mundong ito!!! pero bago ako maglaho dapat maraming sumama sa aking paghihirap! GAH!!! NGEFLJK ! Inis na inis na ako!!! at ngayong araw nadagdaggan pa dahil sa isang tao! GRAH!!! Lahat ng sumpa sa mundo ibinabato ko sa kanya!!!

        Ano ba tong mga nasulat ko… Dahil lamang sa pesteng panaginip… Lumabas na ang lahat ng dumi sa katawan ko… Nagplaplano na nga ako pumatay e… Hindi ko maintindihan… Kahapon nasa maayos akong kalagayan pagkagising may utak na ako ng Mamamatay tao… Nangangailangan nga ata talaga ako ng tulong… Kailangan ko uli magisip ng malalim… Ilayo ang sarili ko sa mundo… Ilayo ang sarili ko sa mga kaibigan… Anong bang pinagsasabi ko ayos lang ako! Kailangan ko lang maglabas ng galit… Pero paano? Ang pagsisigaw ko kanina nakatulong yun… at pagsulat ng kung ano ano… nakatulong din…

        Pero kahit na!!! Gusto ko maramdaman ng lahat ang nadarama ko! Ang paghihirap ko! Pagdating ng araw makikita mo ako! Makikita mo ang aking paghihirap! Madarama mo rin ito! Habang andito ako’t buhay! Ipadarama ko sayo ang lahat ng paghihirap ko!

~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~o~

BALIW XD LOL parang tanga lang ako ha lol… pero… oo malungkot nga ako ngayon at puno ng galit… Nagsulat lang ako dahil gusto ko maramdaman ng lahat ang galit ko at lungkot pero parang malabo ang pagkasulat ko…